I Am Becoming A Better Human Being

Lately I have been reflecting on my upbringing and the dysfunctionality that's been prevalent throughout my entire life in most areas, mainly family relations, experiencing poverty, feelings of lack and inferiority, self-punishment, self-hatred, etc.   

I have realized that these unhealthy feelings and behaviors have prevailed up to this day and I need to do something about them and stop cleverly disguising my acts as positive since somehow I always find a way to sabotage my progress while making it look as if I am doing my best to advance.

I am infinitely grateful for this realization and for all the thought I've been giving it and for my commitment to stay focused on letting go of these unhealthy thinking habits, beliefs, and behaviors.  

I am working on detecting such feelings of sabotage and cast them out before I act on them and hurt people and my interests.   

I am the head of a company and I must be self-aware at all times since I am in a position of leadership.  

I understand that my decisions, my actions, affect me and others, hence the need to really commit myself to be a better individual, a better professional, a better father to my son, a better citizen, a better lover, a better friend, a better companion for whoever I decide to work/be close to.

I LOVE MYSELF 

I RESPECT MYSELF

I TAKE GOOD CARE OF MYSELF BEFORE I CAN DO IT WITH OTHERS

I AM THAT I AM